ktang415

Is anyone else sexually repressed? (seiasicransoencer)

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Before I realized I was trans, I used to (unconsciously) imagine being the woman in porn, and then later, I went
through a sissy phase. I started watching porn from a relatively young age (12ish?), and since then, it's been pretty
embedded in my psyche. I've consumed a lot of porn since then and my list of fetishes/turn-ons/kinks has grown a
lot, but I'm completely inexperienced. I have had very little sexual encounters, and they've all been fairly
underwhelming/disappointing. I recently tried doing the whole hook-up thing, and 1 found that I was Just too
introverted and insecure. Intimacy really scares me, but the lack of it in my life really kills me inside. I really just
Want to be a cute cis girl who doesn't need to transition or preface her relationship with a disclosure. T know that
‘most porn and a lot of subreddits (i.e. SluttyConfessions) objectify and degrade women, but I'm still insanely jealous
of everyone there who can post stories. I just don't feel attractive or sexy, and it's really fucking depressing.
Tagged NSFW just in case

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