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[-] OneMonthOldAccount Transgender - MtF 6 points 16 hours ago

1am extremely envious of women, to such a degree that it's a bit unhealthy. It doesn't even necessarily have to be an
attractive woman. I get triggered all the time. Even just seeing them in the news, hearing a story about one, or
interacting with them in real life can be challenging for me. It's so bad that I almost hate women in a way. Not in a
sexist way or anything, it's just because they exist and are something I'm not. I'm very attracted to women, but I
honestly think I'd have a difficult time dating one because of how envious I'd be of her. I feel like I'd just be angry at
her all the time.

1 think it's common for all trans people to experience envy on some level though. The way I feel is not normal though.
The way I deal with it is to just try and ignore it. That's probably not the best coping mechanism, but it's all that
works for me.