crayonization

I'm a transgirl and | can't ever find any cis women, just a quick vent post.

submitted 15 hours ago by crayonization
I've tried tinder in the past, | literally scrolled for HOURS straight for WEEKS and | got nothing. Every single cis girl I've ever talked to is
either not attracted to me, doesn't like me for different reasons, or is already taken.
I'm just gonna come out and say it: | kinda need pussy in my life. I'm not saying this in a scumbag objectifying way, more like in a kind
of longing. Im not even looking to top, | hate erections with a passion, and they only things | can do with it that doesn’t involve dysphoria
are getting off with vibrators and sometimes oral. I'm kinda getting turned off by dicks for a variety of reasons (they trigger my
dysphoria), but they're the only genitals I'm forced to be with because of society.
Anyway, sorry for that really crass tangent. | just figured I'd come out and say it.
I'm just fucking pissed. It’s like they don’t recognize me as a lesbian, they all see me as a lesser. All these cis lesbians have it so
fucking easy compared to me. Every cis lesbian | see is either having one night stands constantly, or in a very sweet, committed
relationship. Personally, I'm a polyamory type of girl, one partner isn’t enough to satisfy me for a variety of personal reasons. | want to
branch out, | want to have the immense validation of a cis lesbian telling me “I know your past, but it doesn’t change the fact that | still
like you.”, but of course, I'll nevrr fucking get that. No matter what I try...

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